i have the text message ringtone thst says duh i’m winning from charlie sheen. i told her that and that it makes me feel like a winner when i get text messages. Sidenote: it really does. i told her especially when she texts me. i mean i really really meant it. i just never thought i’d be like one of those people. never loved someone soo much.
Sometimes i feel like life wants me to be depressed. through most of the bad shit that happens to me i stay positive, but i swear sometimes it just gets hard to stay positive. i lost my id, so i haven’t been able to eat at my school, for over a day now. My friend jeff feels bad so, he forces me to take 2:50 for the vending because he knows i haven’t eaten anything and feels bad. i was reluctant to take it, but then i thought maybe if i ate something my headache would go away and i could work on my five page paper. i get downstairs and get kettle corn for a dollar. i put the other dollar in to get a honey bun. i go to put a quarter in and it goes through as if nothing is collecting the money. it goes directly to the change dispenser. i could not even get that simple break.
I have hope something good will come from this, but all this shit really weighs on me heavy